ShadowedSky

For me, There is no place like Your arms No lullaby like The beat of your heart. When is seems like The world Is crashing down Around me, You are my refuge, My haven. When everything Seems so wrong, Impossible, Hopeless, You look in my eyes, Take my hand And show me What is good And right In this world. The touch of Your kisses Hold my troubles at bay, Keep my demons away. Even when I feel like I don’t deserve You Your love Your forgiveness You take my in your arms, And whisper That you love me, And set me back on My feet again.

You’re always in front of me But not fully in my grasp. Desire beckons But my will holds out. Barely. Why does it have to be so hard? Mind says wait Body says why? Conscience explains, But still desire beckons Louder. When its just me And my soul alone I plan it out I steel my will, This time, I won’t falter. Everything looks so Easy, On paper. But when you Touch my hand, Desire whispers in my ear. Tells me, Touch a little more Kiss a little deeper, Hold a little longer, Just Keep going. But I catch myself Hold back Just in time Ignore desire’s beckoning Unwillingly. Doing my best, But so

I wish I could tell you But words aren’t enough I wish I could show you But I can’t even begin To let you Know How much you mean to me. What more could I ask for? You are my love, My best friend My spiritual brother All I could ever need All I could ask for And more. I know you are always Watching out for me And keeping me safe, Smiling Laughing Loving- Keeping me warm. And your smile! Brightens my day, Brightens my life And those brown eyes of yours Can bring out the best in me Even when I am down. And that look; How I love that look! So much is said without Words. One look, And there is no doubt

HOPE It is the whisper in your ear When all seems lost, Keeps you pushing on until You're free or You let it go. A voice asking you to live, Asking for a chance when All else tells you to quit, It's useless, just sit down and Give up. Hope says, Live.

He is mature now He knows what’s best No one else understands. He sees those looks Of disapproval, Worry But he Knows what he’s doing. Months later, Lies Can’t admit he is wrong, That would be Saying they were right So he lives on In his lie Buried in deceit Cant he see? Losing all for one One by one Can’t let them See him falter Hiding those mistakes Too caught up in himself To see them, The way out. All they can do is hope that When he escapes his lies He has someone Left.